I know what it’s like to intellectually know that what you’re doing is unhealthy, and to know that theoretically, it could all be solved quite easily. But then you look in the mirror and break down in tears, because you can’t stand how repugnant you are.

Knowing something to be true intellectually is very different from knowing it in your heart and feeling it to be true. You might know that you should forgive yourself, learn to accept yourself, and love yourself, but until you feel it deep within, nothing will change.

why does it feel soo damn good to get rid of things

selfie(it’s my first time please don’t judge too hard)

you don’t deserve yourself…

you don’t deserve yourself…

(i’m thinking i will do for sure)

(i’m thinking i will do for sure)

royceicon:

I wonder- do you realize the person you thought you knew never existed?

royceicon:

I wonder- do you realize the person you thought you knew never existed?

Sigh………….. where did all my self esteem go…………..